Saturday, September 3, 2011

5:30 am

We went to visit my niece Amber on Wed.,  she had a lay over in Tucson.  I am so glad that I had a good couple days.  I got to visit with her and have a good time.  When we got back home I've been in bed since.  Friday I just could not wake up and when I did I was in such pain I had to go back to sleep.  By last night though I was in such pain I could not sleep through it.  I was up until late, when I did get back to sleep I had to wake up to take more pain pills, and I'm still awake and in pain now.
I just seem to hurt every where, with spots that are more painful.  My right shoulder feels like a torn rotater cuff, but I know it's not.  Of course my hands really hurt. makes it hard to type.

One day soon and I will not have to feel this way.  Jehovah's promise is what keeps me going.  I know that what he says will come to pass at it's appointed time.  I am so very thankful for that.  Without his holy spirit ti strengthen me I don't know how I could ever function.

I am blessed to be able to live with my daughter, son-in-law, and granddaughter.  There are times that I can do nothing and the animals would go hungry as well as I would.  Although I could lose a few pounds, but that's another story.  I wish sometimes that my son's were more involved in my life, but I do have contact with one of them on a limited basis.  I know that as soon as I say I really need some money for whatever he will not hear what I said and will need to get off the phone.  Or if I talk about Jehovah again he will not be able to hear what I was saying and will need to get off the phone.  Or if I ask him to see if he can bring or send my grandsons to see me.  Oh well, Jehovah has blessed me with the children I need to help me during this time.  So I am very thankful, even if I don't tell them enough sometimes, and complain about my limitations. I love them very much.

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